Posted by seldomseen on March 1, 2008, at 11:23:16
I will preface this by saying that I am in week 2 of start up on Buspar. It all could be related to the med.
I've been going to therapy every other week (sometimes less) now for about a year. It's been fine, I haven't missed it. In fact, it felt really good to be out handling things myself.
But lately, for some reason, I've missed my therapist a lot. In fact, there has been this ache to go in - like the ache I had years ago in therapy.
Perhaps it was this session:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20080210/msgs/813003.htmlI made an appointment for wednesday. I don't know what I'm going to talk about. Really, I just want to go sit in his office and listen to him talk. Actually, I think I just want to go sit in his office with him.
Maybe the hug reawakened feelings I thought long resolved. Maybe I'm just lonely, and he's there.
I don't know. Maybe there is something that I really need to talk about, but for the life of me I don't know what that could be.
Can transference come back? and Why? How? We've been through this before. Should I cancel the appointment?
Help!
seldom
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