Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on January 28, 2008, at 9:57:47
In reply to Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by rskontos on January 28, 2008, at 9:51:37
thanks RSK, you are such a kind soul. I am so fragile right now I have a tear running down my cheek. I don't think it's allergies either!
tomorrow ends my T's break from me. He had surgery and told me that he'd be available, but I didn't really have a good idea of what to talk to him about over the phone.
"hey T. feeling like utter hell. have a nice day. enjoy your pain meds"
one moment at a time. you may take a trip over to social and see that my coping mechanism for the worst times is to babble (literally spout nonsenseicals)
Thanks for talking about dissociation above. I've been having some of that lately. It's like I try so hard at my job to stay present (or else bad things happen to me) that on the way home and once I get home I am in total la la land. I lost about an hour yesterday. I dunno what happened to it. I don't think I did anything silly, but still... kinda scary, huh?
-Ll
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