Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 29, 2007, at 9:02:13
In reply to Re: me and T are in different worlds » llurpsienoodle, posted by Bodhisattva on December 28, 2007, at 10:20:49
> When I first read your initial post, the part about the self-loathing game. I had a interesting thought cross my mind: That whole Dialog would actually be humorous in another context....perhaps a TV show.
>
> So lets pick apart this depression of yours and examine what's really perpetuating these feelings. We'll start with
> "me: I hate myself"
> "I: you stupid person, you OUGHT to hate yourself"
> Actually, I couldn't agree more. Everyone should always put themselves under scrutiny. Becoming a better person is the very definition of the path to enlightenment and should be an important goal of every individual.even Faustian striving?
> "me: I wish I weren't such a stupid fat American"
> "I: you are a stupid fat American and there's nothing you can do about it"
> It's true that you can't choose your parents. If you truly feel that you are fat, that should motivate you to change that. If it's not enough motivation, there obviously is something else that outweighs that motivation, find it and focus your attention there instead.I'm having trouble focusing on anything. my attn. is scattered.
> "me: I will never feel well enough to get off of my medication"
> "I: you're not even functional unless you're doped up"
> Well my friend. You may have come across a solid truth there. Maybe you truly can't function without medicinal help. Among other problems, I am an insulin dependent diabetic. Without my shots, I die within a few days. My point - Join the club, choke them pills down, and enjoy the life you've been given.i have to remember hard to take them. I HATE it when I'm lying in bed, all cozy, and I remember. the dreaded pills.
> "me: nobody cares if I exist"
> "I: you're probably right"
> B*LLSH*T. You think I'm writing all this for an attempt at the Pulitzer? Everybody here has been here for you, and each day we hear from you we care a little more. So F*CK that thought, It's just wrong.
>
> -Hang in there-thank you for your caring. I believe you deserve the pulitzer :)
went to temple today. saw many buddhas. Rang the temple bells.
-Ll
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