Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 27, 2007, at 10:10:37
I'm on a different continent, and he's travelling out of town too.
Out of all the things I could be missing, I miss HIM. ugh.
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In other news, I've been playing the self-loathing game. it goes something like thisme: I hate myself
I: you stupid person, you OUGHT to hate yourself
me: I wish I weren't such a stupid fat American
I: you are a stupid fat American and there's nothing you can do about it
me: I will never feel well enough to get off of my medication
I: you're not even functional unless you're doped up
me: nobody cares if I exist
I: you're probably right****************
depression looms.i just want... I just wanna look FoRWARD to something. Instead it's dread all around.
I feel like therapy is the only thing propping me up. and to be missing it for nearly 4 weeks is kinda uncomfortable at best
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I really miss you guys. aLL of you.-Ll
poster:llurpsienoodle
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