Posted by rskontos on December 15, 2007, at 21:44:08
In reply to Re: For those that see a P-doc/therapist...trigger, posted by muffled on December 14, 2007, at 18:15:41
Muffled, I am going to print out this post and reply for there so many pearls of wisdom for me. IN so many ways we have had the same issues I think.
Volunteering is something I would like to do. Good reminder.
and good reminding about how hard being a mom is. I forget. I told my therapist I was tired of being mom to everyone. It is too hard. Yes my daughter left the nest last year and it hurt so bad.I feel old though. I feel 100 sometimes. Like I have always been an old soul. My therapist agreed with me. That I was an old soul in terms that when you don't have parents you are forced to go up too early it makes you age in you r soul too soon an d you become too serious too soon. You lose your childhood.
I don't think I can explain it very well tonight. I feel weird tonight. Tired and just weird.
Something weird happened last night but I am too tired to relate it. Another switch but i will share that another time.
I wanted to respond to everyone today.
You are right it is hard to know who is me. I think it is a pretending sometimes but then I will say no that is not me. I dont like that and I don't think that way. Or that is not my voice.
You are right it is hard to know. OK i will relax or try to. I think now that I have started this I am not sure I can stop it. The switching has started and the voices are at a high again. I must listen. Whoever said I think it was you to pick one and try to talk with them was a good suggestion. I am going to focus on one identity I think i know and try to get a handle there. Maybe I can come up with a happy middle ground. Working some on issues and working on my life some. Then maybe it won't get so bad and be manageable.Yeah I hear you on the Teen's and 2 1/2 seconds. Sometimes I am not sure my irl son hears even that. LOL
Yeah crisis mode is not fun. Not manageable. Thanks so much for listening and being here when I need you. You the best.
(((((((((Muffled))))) I know this is tough for you too so I really thank you loads.rk
Well I am going to print this off and re
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