Posted by rskontos on December 14, 2007, at 16:19:41
In reply to Re: For those that see a P-doc and therapist...hel » rskontos, posted by muffled on December 14, 2007, at 16:04:05
muffled, the slow part
that is the hardest part. i was never patient. i just dont remember stuff and think i need to in order to control stuff. I am only on topamax now and i think i need a p-doc for better meds. so i am going to call both male and female and see who has more experience with did and maybe even go see them if poss.I want to work on stuff cause i already feel like life is passing me by and i have done nothing. my h is happy and feeling like he is doing good stuff in life and what i do. i clean house. what a stupid job.
like stupid job for stupid person. better yet i have turned into my mother. a has been that never was. the voices were ok for last couple of days and then yesterday before therapy everything got excited or something.
in between therapy i can eventually go back to numb/dissociate enough but is that good?
cause i am depersonalizing (T's big word for losing my body or feeling like i'm having an out of body experience). I kept touching my leg the other day to make sure i was still attached.
all these things are getting worse.
which ad are you on aggain
i will try thought stopping. especially with teen around my son she picks on him and causes fights. not good. i keep telling her she can hover or come up to listen to his music but no fights or telling him what to do etc. oh big me or mom can do that.
Do you ever feel like you don't know the real you?
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