the hardest session ever. SA triggers

Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 3, 2007, at 17:29:44

i can't believe I talked to maleT (quieT) about what happened to me as a kid. i never told anyone about it. I promised i wouldn't but i did.
I am simultaneously exhausted and extremely anxious. i'm having racing thoughts and my flight-fight response is set to a hair trigger.
I can't DO anything because I can't concentrate.
I don't wanna communicate
I don't wanna knit
I don't wanna watch tv
maybe? I can manage to listen to some music
I can't read.
There are a host of things I CAN do, but they are outlawed by the Llurpsie anti-acting-out treaty of October, 2007.
Now I'm left with a bunch of immature coping mechanisms. I say immature because I haven't practiced them very much.
I go now. to bed to regenerate some brain cells. I know I killed a lot of them.
-Lllllllllnood.
I could use a safe cyber hug. got any?

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the hardest session ever. SA triggers llurpsienoodle 12/3/07
Re: the hardest session ever. SA triggers » llurpsienoodle lovelorn 12/3/07
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enya triggers llurpsienoodle 12/3/07
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Re: the hardest session ever. SA triggers I need a hug 12/3/07
(((((((((((((((Noodle)))))))))))))) (nm) jammerlich 12/3/07
I think its time for a LLurpylist » llurpsienoodle muffled 12/3/07
Ya HEY! Somboddy feed my kids!!!! muffled 12/3/07
Re: Ya HEY! Somboddy feed my kids!!!! I need a hug 12/3/07
Re: the hardest session ever. SA triggers » llurpsienoodle star008 12/3/07
Re: the hardest session ever » star008 llurpsienoodle 12/4/07
Re: the hardest session ever rskontos 12/4/07
Re: I think its time for a LLurpylist » muffled llurpsienoodle 12/4/07
Re: the hardest session ever » llurpsienoodle star008 12/4/07
T had a cancellation llurpsienoodle 12/5/07
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Re: the hardest session ever. SA triggers » lovelorn llurpsienoodle 12/5/07
How'd it go?((LL)) (nm) muffled 12/5/07
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Re: ((LL)) might be triggering » rskontos ClearSkies 12/7/07
Re: ((LL)) might be triggering » ClearSkies rskontos 12/7/07
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chronic trauma » ClearSkies LlurpsieNoodle 12/8/07
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