Posted by muffled on October 18, 2007, at 18:34:43
In reply to oh boy, posted by Dory on October 17, 2007, at 18:04:06
> i have a major fracture in my logic. Not sure what to do.
> i'm so jolted i don't know how to process this. i never expected anyone to ever take me seriously.ya...
> so there is a problem... why is he doing this? really.. why is he saying this?*sigh, I guess I 'get' this all too well. In fact I been emailing my T bout this very thing.
I keep asking her WHY? does she persist w/me? I am SUCH an annoying idiot. I CANNOT 'get' why she has not yet dumped me.
I woulda thot she would. I've given her lotsa opportunities...
I feel like I gonna drag her down somehow :-(> he can't care... that doesn't make sense. i'm serious. This is 1-800-rent-a-care... by the hour. That isn't caring.
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> so what is it?
>
> the *why* doesn't make sense*I think what you (AND I) are finding it next to impossible to accept...is the fact that someone might actually care bout us. We keep figgering its goto be about money, and we want to beleive its not.....but its so hard.
I s'pose my T must care somehow, she's put up with ALOT from me.
But that don't mean I 'get' it.
I am disgusting, and she KNOWS stuff, and proly SUSPECTS stuff, and....HOW CAN SHE CARE???????
Its hurts to think she might care....
Cuz what does that mean?
Its SO scarey.
Who am I ????
M
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