Posted by Dory on October 17, 2007, at 18:04:06
i have a major fracture in my logic. Not sure what to do.
i asked T about what he said and he left me a message... he laughed a little and said i already knew i couldn't make him say what i might want him to say - meaning he did not just say that stuff to make me feel better. But he got a very serious tone and he repeated what he had said yesterday.
"i could feel, in some small sense, what you might have felt... it was abusive and i felt bad about what happened to you, and in a very physical way."
he did that thing with the tone of his voice that lures me out from under the stairs in my head.. it's like hearing your name called in the distance.
i'm so jolted i don't know how to process this. i never expected anyone to ever take me seriously.
so there is a problem... why is he doing this? really.. why is he saying this?
he can't care... that doesn't make sense. i'm serious. This is 1-800-rent-a-care... by the hour. That isn't caring.
so what is it?
the *why* doesn't make sense
poster:Dory
thread:789813
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