Posted by widget on August 24, 2007, at 12:32:59 [reposted on August 24, 2007, at 15:31:20 | original URL]
I haven't written for a long time. I started posting because of my "transference" feelings for my therapist which I prefer to call feelings of love. Anyway, I thought I was somewhat at peace with the issue but it seems to have just been dormant, waiting for the chance to re-emerge. Basically, I was on vacation with my husband and I kept hearing my therapist saying "I can never leave my wife." And, being really angry about this. He did say this to me but it was awhile back. I don't know what triggered it. Then, I had a dream in which the song "Love Changes Everything." I woke up in a cold sweat, angry and terribly sad because love has changed nothing! Yes, I know this sounds familiar but I was hoping people could relate to the long, on-going nature of these feelings. I think I just have to live with them. But, any words of advice and, more likely, support, would be so welcome. I'm glad you are still out there!
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