not out of the woods yet eff-me suicide trigger

Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on July 29, 2007, at 19:10:33

I can't believe what happened today.
I filled out and delivered an application to work at a coffee shop, I inquired after another job in my field (something part time) and I helped husband put together this massive cherry 4 poster bed.
then I collapsed. and I want to die SOOOOO bad. I look at the spot on my arm from last week and it looks so inviting. I guess this pharmacological intervention is working, but it's temporary.
and I stopped eating again. I have no will to eat. no will to sustain life.
I wish that i could maintain that kind of energy all day long. And when I feel bad, I can't even remember what it is to feel good.
I'm such a mopey noodle. I just want to (I can't say it here. too horrible)
why am I so f*cked up. this is unbelievable.
-Ll

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not out of the woods yet eff-me suicide trigger LlurpsieNoodle 7/29/07
ignore that SH*T. I want to disappear. adio (nm) » LlurpsieNoodle LlurpsieNoodle 7/29/07
Re: not out of the woods yet eff-me suicide trigge » LlurpsieNoodle LlurpsieNoodle 7/29/07
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Re: ignore that SH*T. I want to disappear. adio » LlurpsieNoodle OzLand 7/29/07
Re: not out of the woods yet eff-me suicide trigger » LlurpsieNoodle JoniS 7/29/07
Re: not out of the woods yet eff-me suicide trigger Deneb 7/30/07
Lurpsie?? how are you? B2chica 7/30/07
Re: Lurpsie?? how are you? LlurpsieNoodle 7/30/07
Re: Lurpsie?? how are you? » LlurpsieNoodle jammerlich 7/30/07
Re: Lurpsie?? how are you? » LlurpsieNoodle Honore 7/30/07
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How I am » LlurpsieNoodle LlurpsieNoodle 7/30/07
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Re: How I am » OzLand LlurpsieNoodle 8/1/07
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