Posted by DAisym on July 2, 2007, at 1:36:22
In reply to I hate being angry with my T :-(, posted by 10derHeart on June 30, 2007, at 18:38:20
I'm with you -- I hate being at odds with my therapist, I think you described it perfectly - there is a therapist-size hole in your heart. It feels totally like something is missing. Is it the security of the connection when it is strong? Or is it the lack of opportunity to "fix" it, until some future scheduled time?
I would be upset too, if this happened to me. And while I do know that there are unusual circumstances that crop up, I also know that understanding this and feeling OK about it, are two different things. And cleary the end of the session must resonate deeply with you -- his "real" life calls and you are immediately done and forgotten. My own interpretation, and issues, I know but how could you not feel that way, knowing it was his son on the phone?
I know you have a strong relationship and can and will repair this. But it stinks in the meantime. I'm glad you've been busy to make the time go faster.
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