Posted by B2chica on June 14, 2007, at 9:59:18
i really do. all i've been through. all the cr@p my 'mother' put me through growing up and he either thinks its a joke, or he thinks everything that happened i brought on myself!!!
i was talking with his wife yesterday talking about our children. my brother butted in and said 'ya wait for the slap-fest to start'...talking to me...."like mother, like daughter"... (not joking..being beligerrant about it. like he thought i was just such a terrible person growing up, like i was this horrible monster too my poor dear 'mother'.)
i'm getting tears just writing this STUPID COMMENT, i;m so upset!
why does it upset me SO MUCH...
my first reaction was of embarrassment...yes...i felt embarrassed that my mother was abusive to me.but i am NOT, NOT ashamed to protect myself! Does he think that i just started hitting 'mother' for no reason??!!!!! no!! i didn't Hit...i HIT BACK!!
i am NOT like my mother. if i knew i was going to be like that with my dd i would 'off' myself RIGHT NOW...and i'm SERIOUS.
i can't STAND the thought of me putting ANyone Let alone my Daughter through that kind of cr@p.
God...she messed with my head SO MUCH!!!
I HATE HER TOO!!!I AM JUST S O A*N*G*R*Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
poster:B2chica
thread:763118
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070612/msgs/763118.html