Posted by DAisym on June 6, 2007, at 13:59:37
In reply to Re: Tuesday, posted by fiji on June 6, 2007, at 8:00:35
I feel like I should start these posts with "Dear Diary..."
Today is better than yesterday and for sure, better than last night. To answer the question - no, this is not something that has ever been talked about in my family. My sister tried about 4 years ago, but no one believed her. (that is a long story.) We all are very polite and appropriate with each other. I've often wondered if my dad gets nervous ever about visiting or if it is just so buried that he doesn't remember.
And yes, the big worry is that I'll lose it and blurt. We talked about this in group last night and that really helped. I don't want to say what I'm not ready to say but I don't want to pretend it didn't happen either.
I did call and leave a message for my therapist to tell him I was "not OK but not hurting myself either" -- and of course he called back. So we touched base briefly.
I don't know about the cat yet, the vet will call at noon.
I have meetings all afternoon to keep me distracted. Thanks for all the support everyone. I'm just not capable of individual replies right now. But know I'm reading and feeling all of your support.
Hugs,
Daisy
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