Posted by DisTraught on February 18, 2007, at 4:22:45
During my third session my T drew a heck of a lot of unfounded conclusione (IMHO). As I was leaving he said we'd call it quits the next session, and he finished off by saying: "I don't think it's a good idea you play Florence Nightingale, but I'm sure you enjoy it and your colleagues benefit from it. You should quit playing an informal leader as you have no mandate for that. You should think of coming up with a way to handle stress." He smiled and said that that gave me something to think about.
What he doesn't know is that as a four-year-old I stayed in an orphanage where they beat the hell out of me. I was then molested by age 5 by a paedophile. My mother sent me abroad all alone to a country where I didn't know the language to complete strangers when I was nine. I have been through so many things it would take a book to describe them, not least of all having a relationship with a T, which makes me wary of Ts Of this my T knows absolutely nothing. After he had thrown that provocative trigger in my face he refused to reschedule for an earlier appt, din't ansewer calls or mails, was sick on the day I actually had an appointment and didn't get back for a new one. I had to send him three mails until he finally gave my a new appt. It's been six weeks and I haven't slept a single night.
Tomorrow I'm seeing him. I'm so angry I could scream, because I think he was insensitive not to say abusive. How would you react?
Penny
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