Posted by wishingstar on February 8, 2007, at 22:04:49
In reply to (((((((((((((wishy)))))))))))))))))) » wishingstar, posted by muffled on February 8, 2007, at 21:55:22
Thank you for noticing me muffy. I feel so invisible lately... youre so sweet.
I saw my T today. It was ok, but not terribly productive. I dont think she really got how bad I was feeling.. I wasnt very clear about it.
I called her around 5 (my appt was at 2) and told her I was thinking about going back to the hospital but she didnt have to call me back, I just wanted her to know. She called me back anyway about 30 min later and asked what was going on, etc etc.. asked me to promise I'd be safe and I said I couldnt but I thought I'd be okay. I think she trusts me though. She said I should go if I think I need to and worry about the job later, but it starts on Mon and I dont want to miss the training. She said shes going to call to check on me tomorrow morning sometime before lunch, and just had me say I'd be safe until at least then. So thats what Im doing. Waiting to talk to her tomorrow.
She gave me an appt today for next Thurs, during my training week, at 4pm. My training ends at 4. She said it was ok if I was late, a short session is better than nothing. Otherwise I wanst going to get to see her at all. So I guess thats good. Her office is only about 10 min from my work.
She feels very safe to me. I know she cares about me. She said today that I'm a challenge for her because I'm in a different place than most of her other clients, but she knows that theres something much better out there for me (in life). She said she was fascinated by what i was talking about last session. Maybe it's weird, but thats a neat feeling.
I'm not sure what I'm doing to do. Right now I'm feeling a little better than earlier. But today I was feeling very unsafe. Very very unsafe. I just dont know what to do.
{{{muffy}}} youre the best.
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