Posted by inimitable on January 26, 2007, at 11:30:34
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE!!! Trigger » LadyBug, posted by muffled on January 22, 2007, at 10:00:23
oh wow...when i read this i was thinking how we're in simliar situations. not completely similar, but the feeling like you're not doing anything with your life...like moving on like you *should* i hate that word should. i don't have a job, got divorced in November, and have no money coming in right now. rent is almost a month late, and again it's coming up, so it'll be two months of rent that i owe, plus late fees, if i don't get kicked out before hand. so my situation needs me to get off my butt and apply everywhere imaginable. and i do have a job already lined up, which starts feb. 5th, but it's only part time, and i need money NOW. but still i sit in this apartment day after day, going online and doing not much else. my therapist has been pushing me lately too...trying to connect my lack of going out and getting a job with my online activities, trying to tie the two together as a reward system....and i understand WHY he's doing it, he's worried i might get kicked out of my apt, and be homeless....but still i am getting quite annoyed with him, it feels condescending. he doens't know what i'm going through. i don't even know what i'm going through. i just want to stay right here...until the problem just magically fixes itself. and i know it won't. my life has never been that easy, i just wish for once, it would be. but anyways, good luck with your situation :)
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