Posted by LadyBug on January 24, 2007, at 14:47:06
In reply to Re: I HATE LIFE!!! Trigger » LadyBug, posted by happykat on January 23, 2007, at 18:19:31
Happycat,
Thanks so much for your positive thoughts about this. I know what you say is true, blood, sweat and tears will pay off for me. I'm doing better with things at the moment. Now that I've decided I can't go through this all in a day, it takes time and lots of planning. I was feeling pressure from my T to just pack up and leave. Last week after I had seen her, I left her a message telling her to think about how she was trying to help me go through something she's never been through herself. I thought she was hurtful to me and it put pressure on me to try and figure everything out as in NOW!!! After many tears and lots of anxiety I decided that I need to take this one day at a time with a plan in mind to get to where I'd like to be in 6 months. It would all make more sense to me to have a few major things taken care of and they will by then and I'd be in a better position to leave.
I saw my T today and we were able to talk through what happened in our session last week and the messages we left for each other afterward. Before I left today, I said, "so are you and I ok, or do we have some friction going on between us?" She said we are fine with a smile on her face that was reassuring to me and I felt good when I left.
You message gives me hope and that's what I need right now. I appreciate it a lot. This is hope for me to have a better life even after being married for well over 20 years with a very strong chance I will end it.
Thanks to you Happycat!
LadyBug
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