Posted by muffled on November 1, 2006, at 2:36:40
> Actually, that's not true. Sometimes it does hit up against me, as reality -- that's when I find myself thinking suicide is the best choice, though, so maybe denial ain't such a bad thing?
***Thats where I at.
My T says, you wanto kill self? I say 'I wouldn't do that to my irl kids'. So she say, 'what if you had no kids?', and i had to say,'I just don't know...'
Denial is good.
But my T wants me to explore emots...
I dunno if I can do that.
She says that I need to process them...
Cuz they keep comming back at me.
But I dunno...
I just dunno.
Thats when I start to thinking S. ideation.
FYI, I was never CSA. I just oversensitive and don't got memories, and don't do emots.
REALLY.
Weird eh? Talk about an oversensitive freak. I my own worst enemy.
Muffled
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