Posted by kerria on October 29, 2006, at 0:27:33
In reply to Re: Now T emailed with his address. tears » kerria, posted by sunnydays on October 28, 2006, at 18:43:38
(((((sunnydays)))),
i'm sorry. i don't think my T will apologize. i can't understand why he was angry. i think he doesn't want to deal with it. i knew he didn't care about me. Now i have no one to help me- but he wasn't helping me i guess anyways. i wish there were someone on my side irl- everything is so hard now, i'm not functioning ok- it's so hard to live this way. Everytime people are critical it makes me hate myself so much. it makes me hate myself that T was angry. That's why it's so hard to let go of it and forget it.
tears,
kerria
everything is wrong- it 's like i stepped off the world and everything's wrong.
poster:kerria
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