Posted by muffled on October 28, 2006, at 18:28:40
In reply to Re: Now T emailed with his address. tears » sunnydays, posted by kerria on October 28, 2006, at 16:13:20
Well it sure sounds like you got a bad T all right.
Though I still hope maybe there is just some miscommunication somewhere...
His behavior seems TOTALLY irresponsible. Completely unprofessional. To the point that it should be reported. But of course you are not in a position to do that at this time.
I can only imagine that he has something personal going on. That usu. seems to be the case in these things. Our T's are human and have their own sh*t going on too, and right or wrong, sometimes it ends up affecting clients...
So don't personalize it upon yourself that you have done something wrong.
Meantime, you are in a tough situation.
I dunno WHAT its like to have no communication btwn parts.
I wish you could ahve more faith in your parts.
That there's ones who can help.
THATS why you have parts. Some hold stuff, some do stuff the others can't do.
It is perplexing that after 6 yrs. your T hasn't managed to have ANY communication going on....
I think, like El, if you are having trouble finding help, that mebbe you could get a counsellor, or social worker, to help advocate for you, and help offer you some support in finding a new T.
I goto a pastoral counsellor, she don't have tons of training, but she learns on the go. She is SO game to try anything. I think its got ALOT to do with her faith.
She IS very careful too though.
I just say this so you can see that if you can't find a T to necc. TREAT you at this time, mebbe you can find a T. to SUPPORT you thru this time until you find a T to treat your dissociation.
I'm sorry your hurting so bad,
But PLEASE try and find a T to help thru this time.
Muffled
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