Posted by happyflower on June 13, 2006, at 20:02:25
In reply to Re: Maybe it is, a bit » happyflower, posted by Tamar on June 12, 2006, at 13:16:34
Hi Tamar,
Ya, maybe it does feel like he has taken it away from me. It was fun while it lasted though. We have talked about me needing him the other week, the one where I dropped a couple of tears for the first time. I think it might have scared him, because they were tears about HIM, about me needing him , and he wasn't there for me. I don't know if I want to talk about it anymore with him because I don't think it will help. I have tried before to talk about this connection with him and I think at first he was complimented by it and now I think it worries him about my attachment. I don't think he likes being the bad guy hurting me, but he has to, in order to be ethical, or we would of had mad sex a long time ago I think. LOL I just don't know what I think or he thinks anymore. Things just feel different.
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