Posted by happyflower on June 12, 2006, at 9:35:54
In reply to Maybe it is, a bit » happyflower, posted by Dinah on June 12, 2006, at 8:14:04
I think you might be right, it will never feel the same. I feel that I hit his boundry walls hard and suffered a concussion I think. No, we can't ever be friends, and now I am not sure I even want to.
I saw his running picture and he didn't look as attractive as I once thought, and I see him running all the time at the gym. I thought he looked kinda of dorky. LOL But I shouldn't talk because my picture looks dumb too. LOL
Today I saw him at the gym for the first time in weeks and I froze. He made non verbal conversation with me and I am like "whatever, leave me alone".(this is what I was thinking to myself) but I just tried to be polite and smile. I guess his magic is over. LOL
It is a little sad because I still feel that special connection but I now know it will go no where, that he doesn't feel the same way and really doesn't want anything to do with me once therapy is over. I feel the same way after my friend died in a car accident after our graduation, the was the last time I felt that connection since my T. And now my T had died.
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