Posted by happyflower on June 11, 2006, at 18:17:25
Last week was my first session since my very emotional one the week before. I just felt odd the whole time.
I felt it was hard to open up about the serious stuff. I think my T saw this too, he was looking strange at me because he would ask something and I would be speechless. Like he asked, Soooo, how is you and the Bobster doing now days? First of all he has never called my DH that, and I thought it was odd to open that conversation like that. Plus it is the one subject I didn't feel like talking about because it was part of why I was so emotional the week before. Normally I am very open with him, but this time I just sort of didn't want to talk about this. It was like I wasn't sure if I wanted to open up to him because of how I reacted the week before.
It seemed like this session was mostly a "light" session, maybe him trying to repair some of the craziness that has happened over the last month. I really got out of control and I have learned something from it, but I want to make sure I don't go down that path again.
I just wonder what he is thinking about when it come to me. Does any of this make any sense?Plus I saw a picture of his wife too and now I feel weird about that too.
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