Posted by scentedgarden on June 10, 2006, at 15:03:26
In reply to Re: My desire2 make love2 her..., posted by Karolina on June 10, 2006, at 11:57:31
Thanks Karolina for the info and the response, it's always so nice to get a response, even although this is only about the 3rd time i've ever posted here...
Yes i've maentioned it a few times and she knows partly, how i feel but not to the extent of my feelings that ive revealed on here...i was scared shed have to terminate me if i revealed all... so i pretended i was able to control it and just sweep it away.. and focus on the good work we do together... but i still fancy her sooooooooo much its a great feeling, i love it!!!
I get the feeling she is v attracted to me, but she denies it so, i have to accept my intuition is wrong in this case, but... anyway i will have a think more about this and hopefully some other psycho babblers will give their in put too on this subject of strong sexual desire for their therapists especially female to female but i guess it works whatever gender is involved, i dont know as ive never had a male T.
.. it's the sexual one im having more difficulty with.. than the inner child part who sees her as her mummy... thats okay iguess but the adult parts of me are so confused because i really want this woman to have sex with her sooo much it really leaves me so ................mmmmmmnnnnnn...
well i have the hots for her... and when we are together we laugh and smile alot... and she stares so intensly deep into my eyes the whole session... her eyes follow me everywhere... and she thinks im funny and i make her laugh alot... so, hey just another forbidden relationship that this weird therapy stuff brings sometimes i guess...
anyway i will leave it there for now... thanks for listening to my desires here...bi sigh.....aaaahhhhh !!!!! its good to just face it here if if it's on the net... anyone else ever go through the same sort of thing? I would really be so glad to hear your thoughts if you want to share your experience i will be here waiting for you to give me advice or anything you want to share... and thank you.. Karolina very much once again for taking the time to reply, it's appreciated believe me!! Cheers!
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