Posted by scentedgarden on June 10, 2006, at 6:50:09
i'm in love with my female T, I am so in love and I want to kiss and cuddle and go down on her and have orgasms together and do sixty nines together all in her little office all over the furniture - window sills- the floor, the chairs, the tables... I want to kiss her on her mouth and suck her big breasts.... I have 2 types of feelings going on at once; 1 is i want her to be my mummy and brerast feed me and take care of me maternally and 2 is i want to have wild sexual intercourse with her for weeks at a time... I AM IN LOVE WITH HER... even if it's not real love as per say, it is real to me right now....so i thought i'd take a big jump feet first and say it here to the whole world, I want to F**k my therapist so badly it feels even so good to hurt and want her soo much this way, in a sexual way, I love it, and i'm tired of fighting the feelings, and telling myself it's silly etc. and ignoring my desires... i'm tired of all the pretense and the BS at times in the sessions, when I just want to lean over her kneel down and start to make love to her over and over and over.... i do it in my sexual fantasies when i masterbate, she is my best orgasm, as i feel so close to her, for me that makes everything so inense... I guess this is all new groung fro me and i really want to have a close realtionship outside of therapy with another woman whom I can do all these things with... but i wnat the other woman to look exactly like my therapist... and to be absolutely honest, if she were to go for it with me one day in session...i would go for it too...without hesitiation i'd kiss her mouth na d fondle her breasts and kiss her kneck and remove her clothes and have a generally real fabulous session... iwant to so much and i dont care wjo knows it anymore... i think i may even print this out and give it to her at my next session... i mean lets face it thats as far as this fantasy is ever going to go... she'll never kiss me... but she haas no way of stopping me from telling her all my desires and sexual longings and all the drems and fantasies I have with her in my mind...she will have to listen and if she isn't turned on even slighty i would be very surprised and suspect she'd be lieing... but i could be wrong... anyway that's really all i wanted to share with you undersatnding buch on here... i know some are lesbians too, and i know some babblers who are not lesbians may still fantsise about kissing or having sex with their female T.... well now you know I certainly do.....and i'm not going to figt it anymore... thanks for listening to me and for any kind responses... i'm grateful to the folks on this site who believe in helping and sharing with others insimialr situations, or just other clients/patients going through CBT or psychoanalytic therapy...I'm having a bit of everything with my beautiful woman T; we started off with CBT but it's changed to eclectic!!! i wish it was more hands and lips on...lol Ha!!
Thanks fro sharing your own feelings of desire towards your female Therapists with me.. i'd appreciate anyone who has a similar feeling to share...Kind regards to you all, from scented garden x
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