Posted by llrrrpp on June 1, 2006, at 19:13:03
In reply to Re: Dear ME trigger, posted by ClearSkies on June 1, 2006, at 15:22:19
Hey llrrrpp
Don't listen to them
you're done
it's over
look at your arm
did you just do what I think you did
were you under the influence?
yes
and it felt fuckin8 good didn't it
yea
victory for self injury
and are you stronger
yes
bcause you have dominion over pain
you can choose
and now you have chosen
you're not scared of it anymoreno
and the others have no idea
and you dont hurt
you gloat
who did you hurt?
me! myself! llrrrpp!
mission accomplishedi think you can go back and try harder
maybe you'll get a scar out of it
a stigma as they say...
right?stigma to match the psycho inside?
what else what else?
you haven't felt this lucky since? since?
since you got on the plane to leave home
yeah
you're leaving home right now, huh?
leaving the physical bodywhy are you posting this on teh spcycholoty borard, stupid?
psychologists are not going to be able to help you
you're surrounded by psycholgists. every day. 9-5. the last 5 years. they only make you hurt more.
kiss their (@s's) goodbye!
htis is fun ha!
babblers, if you made it this far, well, might as well finish? right?
no pain any more. beyond pain. I proved that already. Self-injury as an empirical investigation. Still have some opiates left over from my surgery 4 years ago. might come in handy tonight? huh? what do you say babble. You're all invited. avert your eyes if you must. what? you thought I was kinda under control. hmm. yeah, me too. funny what lurks around the next corner. maybe I'll survive the night. nice llrrrpp will come back to say hi tomorrow. maybe not. who really cares?
I don't care.
does llrrrpp?
who the f is llrrrpp
that name exists to nobody
you're just letters. letters on a screen
you respond to me.
maybe this whole Pbabble thing is just a big AI experiment. the Turing testwell, you passed
congratufreakinglations
now collect your reward.feel bad yet?
sorry. your choice. you keep on reading. see that thing above "trigger" that means let the reader beware. If I can hurt myself, it's only a matter of time before I can hurt others too.maybe I'll get punished. that's what i really want, anyways. I want someone to hurt me so bad that the inside matches the outside. so that there's no disparity. desparate disparity.
I tried being rational.
I tried to help me
I tried to reach out
I don't care to try any more
maybe I'm just manipulating you
maybe you write back (ppoooorrrr llllrrrppp))))))with hugs. I'm so sorry you're hurting inside. well. llrrrpp is not sorry she's hurting inside. llrrrpp is beyond fuckin8 hurting. she's high. on it. loving it. like nothing else has ever mattered.gotta run!
more fun stuff to do at home
poster:llrrrpp
thread:650669
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20060526/msgs/651639.html