Posted by muffled on June 1, 2006, at 14:38:54
In reply to Re: Dear ME trigger, posted by llrrrpp on June 1, 2006, at 12:49:39
(((((((((((lllrrp))))))))))))
I dunno why 'the bad' is so strong. Proly cause it has rage and thats a powerful emotion.
I dunno really.
I can't seem to exorcise my 'bad' either.
keeps comming up.
Hurting me.
But I like it, just because its what I'm used to. Its normal to me.
Feeling good is abnormal and scarey and weird to me.
Cuz lotsa times when you feel good and get lively.....thats when you get slappped down the hardest.
I think we CAN exorcise the bad. Just not quite sure how to yet.
Its hides when I try to seek it and learn about it.
But I won't let it win. I won't, I won't , I won't.
I am TOUGH. I will win. F*ck the bad.
I gonna win.
Muffled
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