Posted by LadyBug on April 20, 2006, at 11:36:26
In reply to Re: need support and suggestions please » LadyBug, posted by fairywings on April 20, 2006, at 10:42:39
My kids are 15 and 20. The 20 year old is actually a help to me. She makes pretty good money and would help me. And my parents would help me some too.
Last night all I dreamed about was him cheating on me. It seems to consume a lot of my dreams lately and it only makes me more angry when I wake up. I want out so bad.
I have an appointment with my T tonight and I'm going to talk about it all with her. It's hard and I leave her office in tears when I talk about my marriage and then I carry it with me for days and my kids blame it all on my T and they hate her. When in fact it's my husband that I hate and he is the one causing me the sadness. It's so complicated.
I'm applying for different job within the one I work at. So there is hope. I agree taking a few more classes would be helpful. One major problem is my health. I have severe arthritis and so my job has limits as to what I can do. It makes it harder and I have to be more picky about where I can go to work.
I do have awesome benefits at my current job. And maybe I could get alamony along with child support. Maybe I could make it if I really sat down and figured it out.
THANKS so much for the cyber hug!! I could actually feel it. I hope you can get things worked through in your marriage. It hurts so much to be cheated on. I've heard that it takes a min. of 2 years to work through and forgive. That's if the spouse if willing to repent and make amends which I don't think my husband tried very hard at doing. We never touch each other, never hug, basically it's over. We talk about what we have to talk about and that's it. I have my life and it revolves around my kids and I do whatever I want!! I have friends and I hang out with them whenever I feel like it.
My goal is to get out!!!!
Cyber hugs coming back at ya!!
(((((((FW))))))))
Thanks and best of everything to you~~~
LadyuBug
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