Posted by milly on April 2, 2006, at 13:19:14
Only 40 hours until my last therapy with T, normally by this stage of the week I'm willing the time away but I'm so confused because I'm desperate to see him but also desperate not to because it is the last time.
Must be more positive, must be more positive.Normally after therapy I can hardly speak, definatly can't eat almost as if I try to stay in suspended animation and relive everything said and how it was said.
Hubby has just surprised me with the news that he has arranged for me to drive down to Devon straight after my last ever T (approx 300 miles) to take my girls to see my elderly uncle!
I know all I will want to do is crawl into bed and be on my own and now I've got to cope with the girls on my own, drive all day and then be a dutiful niece and I won't have access to babble for any support.
Hugs needed please
a sad milly
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