Posted by muffled on January 26, 2006, at 14:19:59
In reply to victim or perpetrator *trigger*, posted by B2chica on January 26, 2006, at 10:53:52
so i'm struggling right now cuz i was just starting to be able to get mad at my brother but now if i see him as a victim then my head says "no, can't be mad at him, he couldn't help it".
> i'm torn up inside.
> help me.
> i think the little girl is starting to come out.
> i can't seem to function well at work today.
> i'm scared, don't want to move.
> you can't make me...yes you can, anyone can. i always end up doing what i don't want to do and what scares me and makes me feel uncomfortable. no one to tell, no one cares. they won't listen, i can't tell.
> things are starting to get fuzzy.
> schools not any better.
>
> little b2.
Hey little B2, big B2 can take care of you. My adult is kindof stupid and I don't trust her and shes trying to be my mommy and she bad at it. But I don't hate her anymore.
Its ok to be scared. I get scared lots and lots but not as much as I used to. Cuz she has let me be around more and I'm learning stuff and its not near so scarey as I thought it was. Once you been around more you can know that too. So if your B2 is anything like mine she may do lotsa stupid stuff but its best to try and be nice and then you can get along and that feels better and mebbe then you can be around more and learn to not be scared.
poster:muffled
thread:602994
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