Posted by B2chica on January 26, 2006, at 10:53:52
ok, so most of you know about my brother and how he abused me sexually growing up. well once i told my T about my mother and the things she'd do he told me that most likely my mother was doing those same things to him, and he was just copycating onto me. so i'm struggling right now cuz i was just starting to be able to get mad at my brother but now if i see him as a victim then my head says "no, can't be mad at him, he couldn't help it".
i'm torn up inside.
help me.
i think the little girl is starting to come out.
i can't seem to function well at work today.
i'm scared, don't want to move.
you can't make me...yes you can, anyone can. i always end up doing what i don't want to do and what scares me and makes me feel uncomfortable. no one to tell, no one cares. they won't listen, i can't tell.
things are starting to get fuzzy.
schools not any better.little b2.
poster:B2chica
thread:602994
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