Posted by B2chica on December 1, 2005, at 9:33:42
(ok muffled, here goes. hope you still like me after this question)
so ok. i'm going to ask a question to all the girls out there (and guys if it somehow applies).
i'm hesitant to ask this. i'm afraid to mention it to my T (although i've told him everything else). but i'm really ashamed of this, it's confusing.****trigger****
ok, here goes.
whenever i'm in my T's office in session and we talk about any of the sexual stuff i went through, when i was a kid or the r@pe in highschool. well, god how do i write this....
well, i notice that i get 'wet' if you know what i mean.this is making me think that i may have liked what happened to me. like it somehow excites me to talk about it. i don't feel emotionally excited, or sexual aroused, i just get 'this way'.
do i? why do i do this? am i sick? perverted? or did i really just enjoy it?feeling pretty sick.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:584138
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20051130/msgs/584138.html