Posted by B2chica on November 17, 2005, at 9:49:55
In reply to Not being able to move, posted by antigua on November 17, 2005, at 8:00:46
> Sometimes I find myself in this state, and I recognize it's what I did as a young child. Immobilize myself, try to make myself invisible so nothing could happen.
> for me, it's an old coping mechanism. But I find I still use it at times,
> antigua
i guess i didn't think of this...when i was a teen and r@ped, that's why i struggle with it now cuz i didn't fight back, i froze. and your right, i did it when i was young. i remember hiding from him and literally holding my breath if he got near.
it was an old coping tool. but i hate it. it was my lack of action that got me abused again and again.
I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO
I HATE THE LITTLE GIRL!!!!!!!!
she's stupid, she's ignorant, SHE LET IT HAPPEN!!!
I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
poster:B2chica
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