Posted by Poet on November 2, 2005, at 22:11:36
In reply to Re: Sliding Downward (trigger) » Poet, posted by Shortelise on November 1, 2005, at 13:06:17
Hi ShortE,
Today T and I talked about emotions. All I can describe are negative ones. She said that I try to convince her that everything is black and white, but she sees me in a gray space just bouncing back and forth.
Maybe Poet doesn't deserve the bad stuff I think about her, but real life me does. I know it's depression, I know I'm not thinking clearly, but I've never thought anything good about myself so know it's impossible to even try.
Thanks for the kind words. You're right I would never treat anyone else as badly as I treat myself. I wish I could feel positive emotions, but negative is all I know. A sad comfort, but a familiar one.
Poet
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