Posted by Poet on October 31, 2005, at 18:39:41
Ex pdoc would say I am isolating. Dr. Clueless would say that my *difference* is causing me to be sensitive. My T says she feels me pushing her away again.
I am a failure. My T says that is old and that I have to stop going back to it, but it's the truth.
I fail to get a job that uses my brain. I try and try and get rejected. Why my marriage isn't a failure I don't know- I haven't let him have sex with me in months. He can cheat on me anytime, it's better than faking it all the time.
I am depressed. Sad. Rejected. Dejected. I will call Dr. Clueless if I still feel this way in a week, but what can she do? It's me who is the big fat ugly failure.
Failure to be happy is my fault.
Poet
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