Posted by Poet on November 2, 2005, at 21:20:22
In reply to Re: Sliding Downward (trigger) » Poet, posted by alexandra_k on October 31, 2005, at 19:24:08
Hi Alex,
I'm confused. I've never been certain that ADs really help me much. Ex pdoc just kept upping the dose. Dr. Clueless is more concerned with my sensitivity issues than the meds management I started seeing her for when ex poc went out of insurance coverage.
T thinks I should see my regular doctor, but I don't think she has enough understanding of mental health issues. I don't fit in a neat little category, which I suppose is one good thing about Dr. Clueless- she's the one who noticed it.
I don't know why I get knocked back for jobs. I've met with career counselors and practiced interviewing. A friend thinks that I come off as too intelligent. T thinks that my anxiety is noticeable.
My husband does love me- I don't understand why. I wasn't this crazy when he first met me, I suppose if I was he would have split long ago.
I guess I didn't choose to be sad, I know it's chemical and situational, but I can't help thinking that it's my fault. The bad chemicals are in my brain. The bad thoughts are in my brain.
Thanks for your help. I need it.
Poet
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