Posted by happyflower on October 25, 2005, at 21:19:31
You know I don't know what to talk about in my next session. I am tired of talking about my marriage, because nothing is changing.
Do I really need to pay $90 bucks for him to tell me what I already know? Do I really need him to reinforse my good changes I am making? Therapy is expensive and for me to just go in circles about my marriage seems like a waste of money.
I don't know, am I just trying to pull away from my T ? I sometimes feel like I really don't need to see him anymore for therapy. When will I be able to do without therapy? Do I need therapy anymore? How do I know that the changes I have made will last or are just tempory. Thanks for listening. I am going to bed, I am exhausted now.
I feel like it would be easier for me to pull away from my T, cold turkey, and get on with my life without him. He doesn't really care about me anyways like he would a friend. I am not special to him, so why do I bother putting so much thought into someone who really only sees me as a client and nothing more. Why am I wasting my life over wanting him to care about me, why should he I am just client number 2004. 2003 clients before has moved on without him, so why should I be any different to him? I just feel it would be easier for me to just to disapear out of his life quietly so he doesn't have to bother with me or pretend to care.
poster:happyflower
thread:571908
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