Posted by orchid on October 25, 2005, at 14:25:33
In reply to Re: Does regression mean you haven't worked out fully? » orchid, posted by JenStar on October 24, 2005, at 22:50:52
Thanks Jen for your thoughtful reply.
I actually do understand what you are saying, but I can't seem to help the feeling of being embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I feel so ashamed.
Maybe it has something to do with my poor self esteem. Any kind of rejection or termination is extremely hard to take for me. And I end up feeling so ashamed of myself if I can't get myself rid of the feelings. Perhaps the way the termination ended with my first T still troubles me at times. I feel like I am untouchable and feel so ashamed that I wrote to him so much.
Maybe I am still not quite at peace with my feelings and the troubled feelings come up every once in a while.
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