Posted by 10derHeart on October 22, 2005, at 21:05:20
In reply to Re: My therapist hurt my feelings » Poet, posted by daisym on October 22, 2005, at 19:13:31
>I think I was mourning my innocence.
((Daisy)) This sentence made me instantly cry. And it's so strange...I also got to hold TWO babies less than 2 weeks old this week...I loved it.
And you are probably so right. That's one of those things that seems beautiful and awful, all at once.
Maybe....just maybe...your healing is like a big bucket, getting filled with lovely, clean, spring water. When you and your T. do hard work together, cupfulls are dumped in. When you grieve and think and hurt on your own...more cupfulls, then, too. Other things...like holding this baby and allowing the tears...I think that also helps fill the bucket.
One day, Daisy, I am sure this healing bucket I'm imagining will be so full to the brim, why, you won't even be able to lift it....:-)
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