Posted by B2chica on October 5, 2005, at 11:12:03
In reply to Re: Young one being your self » antigua, posted by muffled on October 5, 2005, at 10:10:21
>> So presumably everybody has this pure innocent trusting and beleiving child inside? Me too? Its a nice thought. Thanks. I'm going to think on that. Makes my chest hurt. I think thats a sad thing, not sure.
i don't remember not being sexual. it hurts me to think about it, then i get angry (see therapy is working...i'm 'angry' at that)
i was used off and on for years growing up and now it makes me sick but i still put all the hurt on myself, cuz I didn't get out of it, i didn't stand up for myself. i didn't run away.
recently i found a picture of myself when i was 5. i looked SO happy, we lived in another state then. ever since we moved things started to happen. i sometimes am mad at that picture other times it makes me want to cry. :(
b2c.
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