Re: holy Sht, me too, exactlytrigger*

Posted by B2chica on October 4, 2005, at 9:14:16

In reply to Re: holy Sh*t, me too, exactly*trigger* » muffled, posted by antigua on October 4, 2005, at 8:25:39

my little girl is about 9 and i hate her, she's needy, lonely, hurt, vulnerable (hate that word) and scared all the time.
i want to shake her and slap her and say 'just GET OVER IT', or to shut up. the other me says i/she deserved everything i/she got cuz that little girl was so stupid to let it happen, to not stop it. like i'm to blame for a screwed up childhood.
i used to think i needed her to realize she wasn't to blame (T's words) never thought of letting her go either. but i'd need to worry about the angry 15 year old that has so much pent up anger/rage. i think i need the little one to balance out the older one. maybe if i can deal with the older one first...??
b2c.

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circle of babble....'trauma' term B2chica 9/30/05
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Re: words I hate » antigua daisym 10/2/05
Re: words I hate 10derHeart 10/2/05
Re: circle of babble....'trauma' term » Tamar B2chica 10/3/05
thank you all B2chica 10/3/05
Re: words I hate **trigger maybe** antigua 10/3/05
Re: words I hate **trigger maybe** » antigua B2chica 10/3/05
holy Sh*t, me too, exactly (nm) muffled 10/3/05
Re: holy Sh*t, me too, exactly*trigger* muffled 10/3/05
But... muffled 10/3/05
anyhow.... muffled 10/3/05
So where did they go? (nm) muffled 10/3/05
Re: holy Sh*t, me too, exactly*trigger* » muffled antigua 10/4/05
Re: holy Sh*t, me too, exactly*trigger* B2chica 10/4/05
Young one being your self » antigua littleone 10/4/05
Re: Young one being your self » littleone antigua 10/5/05
Re: Young one being your self » antigua muffled 10/5/05
Re: Young one being your self B2chica 10/5/05
Pictures » B2chica antigua 10/5/05
pictures muffled 10/5/05
Cricket you around? (nm) muffled 10/5/05

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