Posted by Annierose on October 3, 2005, at 21:54:14
In reply to Re: The gifts of therapy » Annierose, posted by Poet on October 3, 2005, at 21:32:32
Poet -
I do know that feeling, needing to be completely independent, to a fault. I think losing my T years ago, and never working out that sudden termination (by walking out), I knew I now had a second chance to really work hard at this therapy stuff this time around. I didn't want to leave anything unsaid. She had held a special place in my heart all those years inbetween.By reading other babblers stories, I trusted the therapy process more. Others had expressed attachment, need, etc to their T's and the T didn't freak out, run away .... that helped give me the courage to try to let her in my heart a little at a time. I still hold things back. And I need to keep asking myself "why won't you let the words come out?". Eventually, I may get there.
Try with baby steps (oh no, is that the line from "What's the Matter with Bob?").
Good to see you again,
Annie
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