Posted by happyflower on August 26, 2005, at 9:56:53
In reply to Re: Almost left a message for my T , but couldn't, posted by fairywings on August 26, 2005, at 8:30:35
I think since I have increased the time between sessions the only way I am getting through it is that slim possiablity that I might see him at the gym. I miss him terriable and that scares me. When I haven't seen him for over a week it is so hard. I guess I don't know why I am fearing getting attached because I feel like I must be if I miss him this much. I really miss his smile, his smile lets me know everything is okay. I just don't know what to think about my feelings anymore. I just want to cancel my Monday appointment, I want to avoid him. It is really weird because I miss him a lot, but yet I don't want to see him either. My mind is turning in circles.
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