Posted by shrinking violet on May 14, 2005, at 2:34:13
In reply to Re: _______ » shrinking violet, posted by alexandra_k on May 14, 2005, at 1:06:57
I came on to try to officially end this thread, but I first read your response and felt the need to reply....
> The book was sweet.....I guess she gave it to you
>because she liked it And she is there to help you
> Even though she's gone. Does that make sense?--yes thank you, that's a touching way of thinking of it. i just wish i knew for sure. i didnt mean to sound bratty or ungrateful or anything, because i'm nott, not at all. right now though i cant even look at it, it's too painful.
> I wanted to give one of my t's a paper I had written in the last session we had together....
> I could tell he didn't want to take anything from me....
> I was really hurt and angry about that.
> It was intended as a nice gesture.
--- aw (((((alexandra)))))) I'm so sorry, I can imagine how that must have hurt. Actually today i gave my T some gifts. Now I feel like I overdid it, and the one I spent the most time on, hand-making, didnt go over as well as I had hoped and seems like a silly idea now. At first, when I asked her if I could give her her gifts, she said no, she didnt want anything else from me (not in a mean way); I had painted her a picture and given her a mug....two things in the (almost) two years i've seen her, so I havent given her alot of stuff, although maybe it seems like more to her, I dont know. Maybe my face showed disappointment, hurt, etc, b/c she said she didnt mean it like that, and she would accept whatever i had to give her. it sort of ruined the moment though and before she changed her mind, i'm sure i felt at least some of what you did. I'm sorry for that.Thank you for your response.
Take care,
sv
poster:shrinking violet
thread:497356
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