Posted by alexandra_k on May 14, 2005, at 1:06:57
In reply to _______, posted by shrinking violet on May 13, 2005, at 19:22:22
(((sv)))
I'm sorry you are hurting.
Really.
Your posts get me remembering the last sessions I had with a couple of t's...The book...
The book was sweet.
Try not to think of it as 'this is all she ever saw me as'.
Try to think of it as her giving you something
That will help you.
Right now you are feeling sad
And you miss her
But soon enough the anger will come...
And in a way she is there to help you though the anger too
I guess she gave it to you because she liked it
And she is there to help you
(in a sense)
Even though she's gone.
Does that make sense?I wanted to give one of my t's a paper I had written in the last session we had together.
I put it in an envelope and went to give it to him.
He visibly jumped and recoiled.
I could tell he didn't want to take anything from me.
I assured him it wasn't my life story or anything like that.
He told me that he wouldn't take it with him.
I told him he could shred it.I was really hurt and angry about that.
It was intended as a nice gesture.
He looked at me like I was trying to give him rabies.I wished I hadn't gone.
But...
Apparantly he did take it with him.I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
poster:alexandra_k
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