Posted by PM80 on April 29, 2005, at 16:31:20
In reply to Re: Hmm » PM80, posted by alexandra_k on April 28, 2005, at 23:10:52
>She isn't used to seeing someone weekly.
She is just supposed to see people for 2 or 3 sessions. To deal with a specific problem. She isn't used to seeing someone with mental illness.If you are right about this, then she may not know what to do with you. BUT that is due to her preparation (or lack of it) and is NOT because you are hopeless. Maybe she could recommend someone better prepared to help you. I don't have any wonderful insightful advice. I'm not always very intuitive when it comes to others' emotions. But I see you hurting and I see you wanting deep inside not to hurt and maybe you do not think this can happen (the not-hurting). I don't know about you, but for me, I am afraid that no one can be trusted with all of me and that is also one thing I want so, so intensely. If it exists, how wonderful that must be. However, if it does not exist, but I believe for a time that it does, it will hurt so deeply when the truth is finally revealed.
I believe hope exists somewhere. Even if some things are never found in my own life or if die tomorrow and it is game over for me, hope and love do exist in reality somewhere. Somewhere a baby is born to a loving mother and father; somewhere an old couple celebrates their 50th anniversary and feel blessed. It does happen.
I don't know if my words can help you. But I think you deserve an opportunity for happiness if you want it.
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