Posted by pinkeye on March 28, 2005, at 19:41:45
In reply to Re: Not at all attached to my new T » pinkeye, posted by Dinah on March 28, 2005, at 19:22:37
> If I had an attachment to a therapist that caused me pain, I think I'd be reluctant to become attached again. I might choose a therapist that I was unlikely to attach to, and I might interpret events in therapy in such a way to minimize attachment. Because it hurts to care and lose.
yeah.. I almost avoid any attachment to her like plague.. a few times she tried to pat on my back.. I didn't show any emotion..and I don't ask her anything about her.. I don't want to know anything about her.. I don't want to think she cares and then one day she is going to ask me to stop coming.. and I will be left wondering all the time what did I do wrong and go through this abandoned feeling all over again.. I can't go through it once more and cry again and I can't bear to know ;ater she has been indifferent all along and only I cared. I can't go through it once again.
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