Posted by Poet on March 20, 2005, at 18:21:47
In reply to Re: Fear of Talking, Relationship, Abandonment... Long, posted by shrinking violet on March 19, 2005, at 19:10:46
Hi SV,
I mailed the notes to my T. I missed the last Saturday pickup so it won't go out until Monday, but she'll still get it before I see her on Thursday.
Though I really want to call her and tell her to rip it up without opening it and to save the pieces to give to me.
I am going to try and keep going. I am afraid. You're right that I have been hurt, like you have been and so many others. My T keeps asking what would happen if I trusted her? I don't know. Though maybe the notes I sent will help, if anything they'll tell her that I am too scared to talk about certain things.
Thanks for the encouragement. Keep taking those baby steps, too, we can pick each other up when we fall.
Poet
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