Posted by gardenergirl on March 19, 2005, at 19:14:10
In reply to Re: Fear of Talking, Relationship, Abandonment... Long » Poet, posted by annierose on March 19, 2005, at 17:14:58
It does sound intense either way you look at it. If you envision a world as she sees you in it, it would be a horribly scary and lonely place. If the opposite is true, and you truly have no interest in relationships with anyone, and there are people like that in the world, what would that feel like to you?
Can you try to envision both scenarios and see what your gut tells you? Maybe that will help you with this. And I do think that the fact that you keep coming back to therapy is telling. If you truly did not want a relationship, well, why go back?
You might also consider psych. testing if you are really unsure. That might validate what your T is saying, and help you to trust her more, or it might give you both some new insight.
At any rate, I know you are seeking something. I hope you find it soon. I wish you peace.
(((Poet)))
gg
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